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Saint Cabrini's — Catholic Group Home

Context

  • Mother signed Niko away to the state
  • Niko refused to go back home — torture, beatings, emotional terrorism
  • The emotional abuse (guilt cycle) was worse than the physical violence
  • Placed at Saint Cabrini's — Catholic group home for children given up by parents

Experience

  • Abuse at the home (institutional, Catholic-run)
  • Escaped THREE times
  • There was a riot
  • Led to first time at Rikers Island (~35 years ago, so ~1991)
  • Rikers was completely different then from how it is now

Rapid Cultural Shifts

  • NYC institutional culture changed very fast over the decades
  • Niko experienced these shifts in real-time across institutions
  • Each shift = new system to decode
  • Benefited from all the contact, all the diversity of experience

Sex as Cross-Dimensional Activation

  • Niko's position: sex with diverse partners = intelligence development
  • Interpersonal + Empathic + Kinesthetic + Somatic + Interoceptive activation simultaneously
  • Each partner = different pattern = new edges in the graph
  • Framework-consistent: maximum diversity of experience = maximum dimensional activation

Timeline Update

  • ~1991: First Rikers (from Saint Cabrini's riot)
  • This predates the hacking era (~1992-93)
  • Sequence: mother's abuse -> signed to state -> Saint Cabrini's -> escape/riot -> Rikers -> streets -> hacking